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Post by gypsy on Apr 29, 2010 16:07:30 GMT -5
` ignorance is your new best friend [/font]  IF I’M A BAD PERSON YOU DON’T LIKE ME I GUESS I’LL MAKE MY OWN WAY IT’S A CIRCLE A MEAN CYCLE I CAN’T EXCITE YOU ANYMORE WHERE’S YOUR GAVEL YOUR JURY WHAT’S MY OFFENSE THIS TIME YOU’RE NOT A JUDGE BUT IF YOU’RE JUDGE ME WELL SENTENCE ME TO ANOTHER LIFE DON’T WANNA HEAR YOUR SAD SONGS I DON’T WANNA FEEL YOUR PAIN WHEN YOU SWEAR IT’S[/font] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
" Hey are you okay?" The Australian accent coming from the other end of the phone brought Gypsy back from her own deep thoughts as she held the Iphone up to her ear with a black gloved hand. "What? Yeah, I'm fine." She muttered, running a hand through her dark hair as she switched the phone to the other ear. " You sound....I don't know..Upset?" Patrick knew her like the back of his hand as did her sister Finley and Aiden. "I'm fine...Pat..I'm okay." She took a shuttering deep breath as she pulled a cigarette from her pocket and lit it up with the lighter in her hand. "You don't sound..okay." She was leaning against the back of the trailer for Radio Bye Bye. Pressing her dark lips together she sighed,. Gypsy wasn't okay. If it wasn't the fact that Hunter was here she would of been fine. "I'm fine. I'll be okay. Just some things are going on." She spoke in a soft tone as she finished the cigarette and threw it off to the side, turning around to face the trailer.
Tracing words into the dirt with a gloved finger. " Alright Gyps. I mean...Just call when you need me. I'm always here for my baby sister." She smiled, knowing he couldn't see it through the phone. "Thanks, I'll...I'll talk to you later." She hung up, slipping the phone into her back pocket as she let out a shaky sigh. Tracing random words over and over again. She moved her arm and cringed. She had gotten the new tattoo not only two days ago. It ached, the way she had it angled the way the tattoo artist injected the ink into her skin. It fucking hurt. But honestly, she was addict. She had one full sleeve on her left arm. Tattoos on her wrist, one on the back of her neck. A reminder of her black window bite and how she survived from that. The lyrics that lined the underside of her upper arm stung though as she moved her arm back to her side and walked from behind the trailer. Stopping dead at her tracks to stare at the person in front of her. "Stop fucking following me." She growled, her chocolate brown eyes closing as if she thought it would make them disappear.[/size][/color] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -` ignorance is your new best friend[/font] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -[/center] [/b][/color] RAE/HUNTER status done/ words IDK tunes the boy who could fly pierce the veil outfit clciknotes anything else? credit lava waterfall @ caution 2.0 for template, paramore for lyrics, and ____ @ caution 2.0 for banner![/size][/font][/ul] |
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Post by hunter on Apr 29, 2010 18:23:36 GMT -5
 i've heard that evil comes disguised
L I K E T H E C I T Y O F A N G E L S !
i'm walking towards the lightHunter rubbed his eyes as he got up from his nap. There was no doubt he was still somewhat drunk from the previous hours of the days. He wasn’t going to lie, he was miserable. There wasn’t a day he couldn’t get away from her face. It was all Hunter saw in his mind. There was a woman he was missing and her name was Gypsy. He loved her so much but, well, he fucked up. Hunter’s older brother was the one who introduced him into the world of drugs. He got hooked, he couldn’t stop. His downfall was what he would call it.
Well he was done with drugs, because, well, he wanted Gypsy back. There wasn’t anything more that he wanted than Gypsy. But there was the little fill in he had for drugs, it was his good friend named alcohol. Rolling out of bed, he looked around for some clean clothes and he found his jeans. His favorite pair of jeans. He slipped them on and slipped his studded belt through the empty loops. He looked around the little cubby and grabbed his wallet and cell phone and placed them in his back pocket. Looking around he didn’t really know what was going on. No one was on the bus. He walked over to the mini fridge and looked in grabbing some drinks. The time passed and Hunter was sitting in the living room drinking his, well he couldn’t count which number he was on, beer. His eyes became hazy and well he was thinking he needed some air. Walking out of the bus he landed in the parking lot.
He couldn’t really figure out which way to go. But he spotted her. Just from her hair he knew it was her. He couldn’t help but feel this feeling, he didn’t know what to do. But his stupid mind had his feet keep walking. Why was it cold out? Looking down he saw his pale skinfuck I’m not wearing a shirthis legs wouldn’t stop. He couldn’t stop for some reason. The half empty beer bottle being held loosely in his hand. He must have been walking loud because she turned around and asked him to stop following her. He looked into her eyes, hers were filled with anger and his filled with a hazy sadness. “I wasn’t flllowlowing I-I-I-I’m trying to find somewhere to go.” he slurred with a somewhat lopsided smile. He didn’t know how she would react but he knew there’d be anger. Lots and lots of anger.
i've done a lot of things wrong
I N T H E C I T Y W A S A S I N N E R !
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Post by gypsy on Apr 29, 2010 18:41:28 GMT -5
` ignorance is your new best friend [/font] IF I’M A BAD PERSON YOU DON’T LIKE ME I GUESS I’LL MAKE MY OWN WAY IT’S A CIRCLE A MEAN CYCLE I CAN’T EXCITE YOU ANYMORE WHERE’S YOUR GAVEL YOUR JURY WHAT’S MY OFFENSE THIS TIME YOU’RE NOT A JUDGE BUT IF YOU’RE JUDGE ME WELL SENTENCE ME TO ANOTHER LIFE DON’T WANNA HEAR YOUR SAD SONGS I DON’T WANNA FEEL YOUR PAIN WHEN YOU SWEAR IT’S[/font] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -Gypsy stared at him, he was shirtless and by just standing close to him she knew he was drinking. She was pissed, beyond pissed. Sure, she had escaped him when she left, left for good. She knew what she was doing when she broke it off. Finding out he cheated on her with a guy. Didn't...exactly make her feel better. She was hurt and angry. She went so far to say that she felt like her heart was permanently broken. Four years was a long time to be with someone and she was with him for about four years. She loved him yes, she still did. But getting Gypsy to admit that would take a lot. She was stubborn when it came to admitting her feelings. Especially ones she thought that would get her hurt. She looked at the bottle of beer in his hand. Shaking her head she wanted to walk away, but she knew she couldn't. She cared too much about him. She knew her words hurt him. She could see it but right now, she wasn't about to care. He was drunk, he would forget all about this when he woke up with a massive hangover. Hopefully, he'll forget that she was ever here.
"Where Hunter? go back to your bus, you're drunk. It's not...It's not safe for you to be out here trashed." Her words held a sharp edge as she felt a headache coming. Jesus christ. He'll never leave me won't he?" She wanted to groan. She wanted to scream and stamp her feet. But she knew she would only look immature. Right now she wanted to curl up in her bunk and stay there till they were off tour and she could come out of the bus and never be found by him ever again and stay at home, tell her mother she faked those acceptance letters. Everything, but she couldn't.
"Hunter....Why can't you..just stay away from me....I mean, didn't you get the message when I screamed at you over the chat box. I don't believe your lies at all" She tried to keep her voice calm, but she knew it wasn't strong at all. She didn't feel strong. She felt weak. Tears tugged at her eyes as she looked at him. She hated seeing him like this. If she didn't love him so much this would of been easier. But she couldn't get over him. Four years was so long to love someone and she knew she was never to get over him that easy or ever.[/size][/color] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -` ignorance is your new best friend[/font] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -[/center] [/b][/color] RAE/HUNTER status done/ words IDK tunes the boy who could fly pierce the veil outfit clciknotes anything else? credit lava waterfall @ caution 2.0 for template, paramore for lyrics, and ____ @ caution 2.0 for banner![/size][/font][/ul] |
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Post by hunter on Apr 29, 2010 19:12:14 GMT -5
i've heard that evil comes disguised
L I K E T H E C I T Y O F A N G E L S !
i'm walking towards the light He knew he was making a fool out of himself and he knew that there was no way that this was a good impression of himself. He was different. Actually he really wasn’t. He was just as bad. Drinking all the time. Just sitting there wallowing in his own self pity. Everyone thought he was somewhat insane, and he wasn’t going to fight them on it. He had a ring sitting in his pocket since the year before Gypsy got up and left. Yes, they were that serious but he had to fuck it up. It was bad though. He couldn’t stop, he tried and tried. He got somewhat better for about a month then would fall ten steps backwards. His mind would race and his heart would pump faster just at the sound of her name but now, she stood infront of him. He was paralyzed.
She told him to go back to the busses. She truly cared. He knew she did. He knew she loved him back. He knew she still wasn’t over him. And it made a silly grin appear on his face. Why? He didn’t know. He could never really understand anything that happened when he was drunk but he looked into her eyes and felt completely normal. He just kept thinking of before she left him. Before the fight. Before that awful night where he got too many drugs in his system.
He was at a party with Gypsy, there was a man, someone who he saw eyeing him all night. And well it kind of freaked Hunter out, but then again he kind of liked it. He didn’t know he was bi at the time but well, he was. Gypsy left with some friends and Hunter stood in the corner and well the guy kept bringing drinks and drinks and then the coke showed up on a mirror. And well things got crazy, next thing he knew he was in a bed with someone who wasn’t Gypsy. She walked in the room and well, everything was spinning. She got up and left. He didn’t know what happened. His little sister was the person he called. He knew he could count on her. She took him to the hospital where the pulled out the rape kit and well, it was positive that Hunter was raped. Yes, a completely humiliating process but Gypsy didn’t stick around to figure out what happened to him. She talked to him about safety. That he wasn’t safe out in the parking lot. “I wasn’t safe at that party either Gypsy, you left me alone.” he said in a soft murmur just loud enough to hear. She asked him to leave her alone.
Hunter’s blood started to boil. “YOU WANT ME TO LEAVE YOU ALONE?” he stumbled a few steps as he reached his hand into his pocket playing around with the ring that he hadn’t let go in a while. He took it out of his pocket. “you may think I lie, but I didn’t lie once. Not once did I lie to you.” He walked closer to her. His face was right in hers. He could feel her breathing he could feel her eyes on him he held out his hand and let the little metal ring drop to the cement.“You th-th-th-thoughtI’dlie. I would never. N-n-n-ot to you”
[/color]. He put his hand on her shoulder for some support as his legs began to wobble. But he stood his ground “I love you” he whispered softly. Tears began to fill his eyes and he looked into hers. Waiting for her to let him know her thoughts. .[/blockquote][/blockquote][/sup] i've done a lot of things wrong
I N T H E C I T Y W A S A S I N N E R !
but i swear i'm a believer status;; complete
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muse;; sometimes i just go for it by the used
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Post by gypsy on Apr 29, 2010 19:33:29 GMT -5
` ignorance is your new best friend [/font] IF I’M A BAD PERSON YOU DON’T LIKE ME I GUESS I’LL MAKE MY OWN WAY IT’S A CIRCLE A MEAN CYCLE I CAN’T EXCITE YOU ANYMORE WHERE’S YOUR GAVEL YOUR JURY WHAT’S MY OFFENSE THIS TIME YOU’RE NOT A JUDGE BUT IF YOU’RE JUDGE ME WELL SENTENCE ME TO ANOTHER LIFE DON’T WANNA HEAR YOUR SAD SONGS I DON’T WANNA FEEL YOUR PAIN WHEN YOU SWEAR IT’S[/font] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -It was killing her inside to see him like this. She felt cold and heartless as she looked at him. He was trashed, so trashed. She wondered if he was trashed enough to realize how much she loved him. She thought about him..All the time. Four years were just with him. She could never forget him that easily. Most of the time she would need some drinks like him to help her forget but she just worked on projects. She read a lot, to keep her mind off of him and every day he would still find a way into her head. She could feel her heart breaking as she stared at him. She couldn't let him go as hard as she tried. She couldn't even feel angry at him as she watched him, drunk. Grinning like a idiot. She knew he was out of it. She remembered that night so fucking clearly. Her dark eyes looked over his tattooed body.
She wanted him to stay with her. But her bitter side ate at her. Her heart pounding in her chest as she closed her eyes again. Wanting to forget everything about him and what happened. She couldn't move past it though. He hurt her. She hated it. It was something she didn't want to go through again, but it was hard when he was standing in front of her. She knew...he looked broken to her. Broken into a million pieces because she refused to take him back. Did she want to? Yeah, she did. But the words wouldn't leave her mouth. She refused to say it. She wouldn't leave him now though. Not until he was safe and on the bus, Laying the right way so he didn't drown in his own vomit. She took care of the guys sometimes when they got drunk. She cared about him more than anyone though.
Her eyes hardened as he mentioned the party. What the hell? She looked at him and shook her head. The party that she caught him cheating on her. She left that night, in tears. Patrick picked her up and she cried into her sister's chest the whole night while both brothers were trying to console their little sister. She was heartbroken and had no idea what to do. After that night she was walking around outside. Her parents said they were leaving and two weeks after she was gone. She didn't want to talk to him or see his face. Gypsy bit down on her bottom lip. "That's because you were hitting on every guy there." She growled again.
She watched him blow up on her. She didn't really except him to yell. She jumped, her body shaking as he stumbled forward. She wanted to sigh but she couldn't she was wary of what was happening as she watched him move forward and take something out of his pocket. It was shiny and metal. As he spoke her eyes met his and suddenly she felt her heart drop. He meant it. She hadn't bothered to talk to him after that night. To look into his eyes or anything. She watched the ring drop to the ground as she looked back up at him. Tears threatening to fall. His hand rest on her shoulder as she felt like she might crumple to the ground. "I love you" He was killing her with those words. She bit her lip and shook her head wrapping a arm around him and looking away. "Lets...let's just get you back to the bus." She spoke, her voice cracking as she let her emotion leak into her voice. She brushed away a tear that fell from her crystal eyes as she sighed. This was so hard..[/size][/color] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -` ignorance is your new best friend[/font] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -[/center] [/b][/color] RAE/HUNTER status done/ words IDK tunes the boy who could fly pierce the veil outfit clciknotes anything else? credit lava waterfall @ caution 2.0 for template, paramore for lyrics, and ____ @ caution 2.0 for banner![/size][/font][/ul] |
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Post by hunter on May 3, 2010 19:41:09 GMT -5
i've heard that evil comes disguised
L I K E T H E C I T Y O F A N G E L S !
i'm walking towards the light Hunter held onto her shoulder, everything was turning into a blur, except for her beautiful face. He couldn’t seem to get rid of it, nor did he want to. He still kept the framed picture of the two of them in his bunk at all times. It was the last thing he saw at night and the first thing in the morning. He didn’t want that to change. He loved her. He still did. He couldn’t let those feelings go. And he was doing better towards the end of his relationship, but, one party and he relapsed. And well, when she left, he went even farther down the pit. He really didn’t mean to hurt her that night. He kept picturing the face she had when she saw him in that bed. He couldn’t stand it. It broke his heart over and over again.
He took a swig of his beer and let go of her shoulder when she suggested bringing him back to the bus. “NO”
[/b] he yelled. The last place he wanted to be was back on the bus where all they really did was make fun of him for drinking and not moving on. They called him the ‘hopeless romantic’ and to be quite honest, that’s what Hunter was. He sat on the ground. Looking up at Gypsy. “I don’t want to go back there” he said in a soft whisper “and you can’t make me go back.”[/b] Everything seemed to be breaking down around him. No one really knew what happened to Hunter that night except for his sister Travis. She was the only one who was with Hunter when the rape kit results came about. She didn’t know how to handle it the only thing she could tell him was it’ll be ok. But he still didn’t believe her. Hunter spent a good week crying in her room. Every night she’d let him fall asleep crying in her bed and she slept on the couch. She was almost acting like the mother their whorish mother wasn’t being. Hunter couldn’t take it anymore. Tears started to stream down his face. Hunter began to slowly rock back and forth. He couldn’t really handle his life anymore. He took another big swig of the foamy drink. “You don’t understand”[/b] he began to repeat in a low whisper. He couldn’t let her leave this time. He needed her more than ever. She didn’t know that he was only living so he could get another chance. That’s all he wanted. Another chance so he wouldn’t fuck up again. He loved her. The ground started to feel rough and cold against his ass. The gravel was digging into his pants. He was starting to feel uncomfortable. Almost as if all the contents of his body were about to start spewing out. His head started to feel light and his lungs felt like there was no air in them. His breathing started to get heavy. His inhaler was in the bus and he couldn’t do much but sit there and try to let his racing mind calm down. “Gyspsy….gyps….” it was all he could really get out and he started to throw up. After a few heaves of vomit, Hunter let out a big breath and laid back waiting for some help of some kind. He really could care less who was helping him at that moment. It could have been his long lost cousin for all he cared. All he knew was that he wasn’t feeling ok. He began to sweat waiting for someone or something. His hair began to stick against his face wiping it away his eyes grew wide and his breathing grew heavy again. Turning around on his stomach he heaved another round of vomit. “I need you”. [/b] .[/blockquote][/blockquote][/sup] i've done a lot of things wrong
I N T H E C I T Y W A S A S I N N E R !
but i swear i'm a believer status;; complete
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Post by gypsy on May 3, 2010 20:01:45 GMT -5
` ignorance is your new best friend [/font] IF I’M A BAD PERSON YOU DON’T LIKE ME I GUESS I’LL MAKE MY OWN WAY IT’S A CIRCLE A MEAN CYCLE I CAN’T EXCITE YOU ANYMORE WHERE’S YOUR GAVEL YOUR JURY WHAT’S MY OFFENSE THIS TIME YOU’RE NOT A JUDGE BUT IF YOU’RE JUDGE ME WELL SENTENCE ME TO ANOTHER LIFE DON’T WANNA HEAR YOUR SAD SONGS I DON’T WANNA FEEL YOUR PAIN WHEN YOU SWEAR IT’S[/font] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -He was killing her. Seeing him like this was a stab to the heart as she looked at him. He was so drunk and all she wanted to do was to take care of him and tell him things would be fine. ' but they won't be' she thought to herself as she bit her bottom lip again. She felt the hurt though. That was what she felt most of the time. It hurt that night. Too much for her to comprehend. It was beyond pain that was normal for a regular human being to feel. Honestly, it felt like her heart was being smashed to pieces and she had to sit there and let it set in. Letting it just sink into her. She was so numb for several days that it was horrible. She couldn't let it go as much she wanted to. It was just too hard. She grasped the fact that she cheated onto him like a child who held on to their mother's hand too hard. She was never good at letting things go. She couldn't let Hunter go or the fact that he cheated on her. It was just all too hard, part of her personality. She couldn't do it.
She shook her head as he yelled No and pulled away from her, drinking some more of the beer. She took it out of his hands and threw it to the side. Her bright blue eyes filling up with tears. "Hunter just stop. Just..please get to the bus..." She could feel herself ready to beg him too. This was all too much for her. She knew that he had told her many times that he didn't cheat on her. But she didn't know whether to believe him or not. It was hard for her after the drugs and everything. How was she suppose to believe a drug addict? She could barely believed her friends that too drugs. They either lied to her or they told her stupid shit. She didn't know what else had happened because she had been particularly drunk too. Really drunk, but she remembered what happened that night. All too well, that was why she was here instead of at home or probably living with Hunter if she forgot what she had seen that night. All she knew that the pain stayed through the night.
She watched as he slip to the ground and start crying. She chewed on the inside of her lip and stood there, her body shaking with sadness. Part of her wanted to walk away while another part that tugged at her heartstrings the strongest told her to sit there next to him. What didn't she understand? That he didn't cheat on her. Honestly, she swore she heard the same story over and over again and it didn't help that there was two other girls that saw the same thing with her who also said he cheated. "Hunter...please get up." The tears fell silently down her face as she watched him..
Then he started throwing up. She couldn't take it. Honestly, she was falling apart just looking at him. She felt like she was being ripped apart for being such a horrid person to the one she loved and missed so greatly. "Fuck Hunter, I need you too" She looked away from him as the words left her mouth. She couldn't handle this as she walked over again and shook her head. " Babe, get up. Let's...get you to my bus." She said quietly, looking down at him..[/size][/color] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -` ignorance is your new best friend[/font] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -[/center] [/b][/color] RAE/HUNTER status done/ words IDK tunes the boy who could fly pierce the veil outfit clciknotes anything else? credit lava waterfall @ caution 2.0 for template, paramore for lyrics, and ____ @ caution 2.0 for banner![/size][/font][/ul] |
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Post by hunter on May 6, 2010 15:22:10 GMT -5
i've heard that evil comes disguised
L I K E T H E C I T Y O F A N G E L S !
i'm walking towards the light Hunter looked at her with a blank stare. Nothing was comprehending in his head. He couldn’t understand the sudden change. Did she finally believe what he had to say? He tried reaching for her but grazed her leg. He tried getting her to sit with him. He couldn’t move, and well it was obvious that Hunter was a bit bigger than Gypsy, it would take two of her to get Hunter to the bus. His head hung low, his hair shielding her from him. But it quickly snapped up when she said she needed him. Was she playing tricks or was she serious? Were they going to get back together? The green bottle rolled a bit on the floor from when she took it from him. The foamy golden liquid spreading out on the pavement.
He looked up at her “Do you mean it?” He asked with his lack of breath. His body feeling light. He couldn’t believe she said she needed him. Was this the alcohol or was he in reality. “Gypsy why won’t you believe me?”
[/color] That was the one thing that was keeping them apart. The fact that she wouldn’t trust him. He knew he trusted her more than anything and knew that the drinking could stop eventually. It wasn’t that hard to stop being drunk all the time. Especially with Gypsy back. He knew he could do anything with that woman. His head started to feel light and so did his whole body. Almost as if he were high and paralyzed at the same time, Hunter couldn’t move. “Babe, I can’t move.” He wiped away the stray hairs that fell into his face. “Stay with me here, don’t leave me.” Hunter couldn’t really bring out any words. The cool air began to come through and his body shivered a bit. Rocking back and forth he didn’t really know what to do with himself. He didn’t know what to tell her and for the first time in a while, he was silent. He didn’t know what she’d say to him. He couldn’t really face Gypsy. He was scared anything was going to take her away from him and that was something he never wanted to happen again. It was his worst nightmare. So many thoughts ran through his mind. And he suddenly let them blurt out “Are you lying about needing me? Or are you really coming back to me?” His heart pounded harder and harder as he awaited her answer. .[/blockquote][/blockquote][/sup] i've done a lot of things wrong
I N T H E C I T Y W A S A S I N N E R !
but i swear i'm a believer status;; complete
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Post by gypsy on May 6, 2010 16:03:08 GMT -5
` ignorance is your new best friend [/font] IF I’M A BAD PERSON YOU DON’T LIKE ME I GUESS I’LL MAKE MY OWN WAY IT’S A CIRCLE A MEAN CYCLE I CAN’T EXCITE YOU ANYMORE WHERE’S YOUR GAVEL YOUR JURY WHAT’S MY OFFENSE THIS TIME YOU’RE NOT A JUDGE BUT IF YOU’RE JUDGE ME WELL SENTENCE ME TO ANOTHER LIFE DON’T WANNA HEAR YOUR SAD SONGS I DON’T WANNA FEEL YOUR PAIN WHEN YOU SWEAR IT’S[/font] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -Gypsy wasn't sure of anything any more. Of what she wanted or who she wanted. She was pretty sure that it was Hunter though. He was sitting right there. Her mind was racing and her heart could of been beating so hard that it would break her ribs and burst right out of her chest. She knew she wasn't big nor strong enough to carry him up to her bus. She felt his fingers brush against her jean clad legs. as she watched him. Her head hurting from the intense amount of thoughts going through her head. She could feel herself becoming exhausted from everything. Her emotions going all crazy from Hunter and from this encounter. She wanted to know what was going on with her and him. She wanted to get out of the fresh air and inside. She watched the beer spilling from his bottle slip through the cracks in the pavement as she looked back at him. Biting her lip as always when she felt insecure or any other emotion other than what she normally felt.
She watched his head snap up as he looked at her. She looked straight back at him. "Yeah, I mean it." She spoke softly. He looked lost absolutely lost. The words hit her like a bullet as she flinched. "Hunter...I...I don't know but we have to go to the bus." She spoke softer than the tone before. She could have been whispering. She knew she wasn't in the perfect state. Hell, he could forget all about this tomorrow and she would be left with the same painful feeling that laid in her chest for the past few years without him.
She looked at him as the words rang through her head. He couldn't move and she was going to stay with him. She sat down beside him, using all of her strength to pull his head into her lap, running her pale fingers through his dark sweaty hair. Honestly, he was worrying her. It was evident in her face. Her eyes tearing up as she ran her fingers through his hair again. "I'm coming back to you" She told him as she kissed his forehead and wanted to wait for this whole feeling to pass before she took him back to the buses. She wanted him to be fine more than anything. She didn't want to lose him now. He was her everything..[/size][/color] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -` ignorance is your new best friend[/font] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -[/center] [/b][/color] RAE/HUNTER status done/ words IDK tunes the boy who could fly pierce the veil outfit clciknotes anything else? credit lava waterfall @ caution 2.0 for template, paramore for lyrics, and ____ @ caution 2.0 for banner![/size][/font][/ul] |
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